bleh!

this is just a quick post to vent on how SICK i am of decorating, updating, cleaning, organizing, painting, etc!  I have been working on this house for over a month now and the results show how much work i have put in but i am still getting discouraged!  will it ever be done?? my goal was to have the place DONE by Saturday feb 5th for Kinsey's first birthday party.. and i better stick to it!  there is only little things that need to be done now but those little things add up to be quite a big project!  and tonight was my breaking point lol i went to school all morning, took Kinsey to our "mommy and me" class, came home and discovered she is not a happy girl today and is teething so i got ZERO done since she wont let me leave the room or put her down.. somehow i managed to cook dinner for the family and when brandon walked in the door from work he goes straight to the love sac in front of the TV and sits there!!!!!  REALLY?!?!? that pushed me over the edge so i handed him the toilet paper holder that needed to be installed in the bathroom downstairs and said "read the directions, figure it out!!!!!!" i know he has NO idea how to put it on and he will always use that excuse to get out of things if i dont put an end to it right? well lets just say i am curious to see what it looks like when i go down there lol he is NOT a handy man because his dad always did that stuff for him and never taught him.. so i am the one always fixing things and to be honest.. I want to start playing stupid now so i dont have to do it anymore hahaha

well.. i just needed to vent :)