So I have made some very important decisions and feel so VERY proud of myself.. Ever since my junior year of high school i have felt rushed to grow up and be perfect, and then even more rushed my senior year when i was in college full time and only taking one class at my high school, and even working 2 jobs! that left me with no time for friends and unfortunately i lost a LOT of friends that year because i wasn't around anyone. i also got engaged my senior year and was planning a wedding and graduation at the same time! i wouldn't take back getting married at a young age for the world because i married my best friend and such an amazing person who will always support me 100 %, but i do wish i could take back a lot of other things and just enjoyed my time in high school.
today when i was driving home from school i realized that i am ONLY 21!!! why am i rushing through school to get my RN and not enjoying a second of it! i used to LOVE school and i LOVE learning new things, especially about how the human body works and now i feel like i am in a race to get done.. for what reason?!?!? I was even considering going to a private school and paying twice as much in tuition just so i could get my RN sooner.. So from today on out i am going to start enjoying school again, STOP comparing myself to others that have gotten their degree at a young age, and just have fun being a 21 year old wife and mommy ;) If it takes me 5 years to graduate, so be it! at least i will have fun learning and not be a stressed basket case 24/7. LIFE IS WAY TOO SHORT TO BE STRESSED ALL THE TIME!
I have accomplished so much in my 21 years of life so far and have a wonderful husband and BEAUTIFUL daughter to show for it!
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| I get to spend everyday with this happy lil girl! and i LOVE it! |
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| she is always laughing or smiling ;) |
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| BFF! |
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